The horrors of life. 2024
douglas lyell
The following comprises nearly all of my knowledge of electromagnetic /microwave torture. Some of it cannot be discussed because I may then be classified as a "dangerous person". I have told nearly all of it to the mental health service doctors. It should concern everyone, not just the mentally ill because everyone is affected by it. It is of particular concern to all religious people because "They" whoever they are, interfere with meditation and prayer. I believe that it could be stopped or reduced by altering the hardware involved or by removing some of it. This technology abolishes free will and is a method to robotise workers completely and literally destroy the human soul. "They" don't care about this because they are secular and at their worst satanic. To begin with let me say that at university in the early nineties, we were taught that the unconscious mind does not exist. This was wrong because it is the unconscious mind that controls most of human behaviour, it is what adertisers rely on to brainwash people and it is also the part of the mind that hynotists manipulate; in fact "They" are now keeping knowledge of the subconscious to themselves.
I first became aware of this brainwashing technology when I began to hear unignorable voices in 1997 that completely disorientated me and tormented me to such an extent that I couldn't do anything at all. Looking back at my life I can now remember hearing voices intermittently starting when I was ten or eleven; I still hear voices now but my medication helps me to ignore them. However I am still aware of "strange thoughts" from time to time. The voices re- iterate your thoughts so it is as if they are reading your mind. This is done by focussing an electromagnetic/ microwave beam at the human cerebral cortex. The beam locks on to the heat signature and the electromagnetc frequencies of the brain so that there is no way of freeing yourself from it's controlling influence. It appears that they can read your mind because they transmit one signal sub audibly that only the sub- conscious mind can "hear", and another audible signal which is invasive and different to a normal "thought". So not only do "They" torture people with invasive audible signals, they can also control peoples' thoughts using subaudible microwave signals.
This was all revealed to me by them, them- "selves"; I do not believe that I worked it out for my- "self", just as this text was composed by "them" as well. But who are "THEY"? That is a big question and we can only speculate as to the answer. I do believe that foreign powers are involved and possibly they are all connected up by Interpol or an international organisation along similar lines. I have been informed that the technology dates back to WW2, and was an extension of radar developed by nazis in concentration camps to create an obedient slave workforce. Imagine what power this gives to them! The power to control all thought and human behaviour! Much of this power must be in the "hands" of AI because the whole thing occurs on an industrial scale, probably billions of people are affected by more generalised signals at any one time. One can imagine what message the signal produces, "BUY... WORK... CONSUME,,, SLEEP!" and so on. This is why I follow the middle path as far as possible when it comes to politics, and I now always think carefully before acting.
message to the people.
It's not that I am too self- important, it's just that I have been forced into an impossible position. It was Isaac Newton who first ennunciated the univeral law of polarities which has been known to savants and mystics since the beginning of time, "For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction". I am often accused of being too passive or of not standing up for myself enough, I am blamed for not having the guts to offer myself up to the media for ritual humiliation. In the horrible fascist dystopia in which we now live, it is nearly impossible to express oneself freely. I am not a violent person, I am not a criminal. In the past I behaved strangely because because I was an undiagnised schizophrenic, suffering from microwave torture, and child abuse victim. In the last couple of years, I have been getting flashbacks of my childhood and especially being raped by a scoutmaster, Pat Hirst; I was singled out for "special treatment " because did not identify as "English"; I grew up hating the English because of the bedtime stories my dad told me about Rob Roy, Robert the Bruce and William Wallace. When I was behaving strangely, I still had not pieced all of this together, I believe I was also raped by a homosexual when I was a toddler because my drug addict mother couldn't handle the fact that I was more intelligent than her.
I can now remember being forced to drink a cup of tea that I didn't want next to the scout hut; Pat Hirst had a tremendous air of authority about him. There were some venture scouts involved in the second incident who thought the whole business was a huge joke, I believe they witnessed the rape, I think they were stoned on something. In that cup of tea there was some kind of rape drug or a cocktail of rape drugs. I remember it all behind the 2nd Ickenham Scout Hut, I remeber Pat Hirst's horrible sweaty head rearing up behind me as he as he repeatedly said, "Don't tell anyone about this! Don't tell anyone about this!" I believe that that man raped half of the scout troop; the poor working class half, whose parents weren't sufficiently well off. I was exposed to other forms of sexual abuse too by my parents who were quite ignorant when it came to looking after kids. I believe that poor children in this country are trafficked for pedastry to homosexuals. Bad mothers are involved in this too and use these homosexuals to discipline their kids and gain social standing. This is why I don't like gays. I automatically assosciate them with the English and with pederasty.
However, my knowledge of homosexuality and my detestation of it does not make me "right wing". I believe in equality, freedom and true democracy. What we have now is exactly as Baudrillard postulated, a "simulation". I do not support Labour because they rely on microwave torture to control the population; they appear to regard people as mere consumers without souls or spiritual requirements. They are corrupt and work with property developers to colonize green field sites for the wrong kind of "development" and appear to take great delight in the destruction of the environment. I did vote Labour when I lived in London, I was happily ignorant then about what the rest of the country was like and about my past. When I moved to Reading, I realised what a horrible bunch of snobs Labour are. They confuse snobbery with culture, and they all have bad taste; these are the values that unite them. They love the red flag and a Che poster but at the same time they are violently opposed to revolution. In fact, their true function is to work with the police to prevent any kind of revolution or any real change. If I lived in France I would vote communist. In the UK. I vote Liberal Democrat or Mebyon Kernow. The worst thing about Labour is their acceptance of privilege and their snobbish and repressive attitude to the people they are supposed to represent. It's not poverty they hate but the poor themselves. Their other role is to buy off the poor with government grants and benefits to stop us rebelling.
On reflection, my case is a very strange one indeed. The course leader whilst I was in Coventry during 2005-6 called me "special" behind my back. I took this as a sarcastic slur which referred to my schizophrenia. Again I was pushed into the corner of the studio. But the set- up goes back much further than this, to my early childhood in the sixties. I believe that I was raped for some strange occult reason; I mean occult in the sense of ritual abuse, to produce a certain affect on my character. I remember being deeply moved around 1988-9 after reading Sir Walter Scott's "Waverley". When I had finished, I began to think that I was Bonnie Prince Charlie. I believe that I may have been hypnotized whilst under the control of that rich homosexual, the one who abused me as a toddler, with various post- hypnotic triggers. These could be archetypes, words or images which in later life produce a reaction similar to a reflex, after having been exposed to the triggering stimuli. I do not really think of myself as Napoleon; I think of myself more as a Bonnie Prince Charlie kind of figure. I realise how funny this sounds, but The Young Pretender is always in the back of my mind. I also have a strong attachment to the archetypal tortured artist, Vincent Van Gogh. I related to him as soon as I read my first art book, the World of Art book, "Vincent Van Gogh". In fact, I already had a few clues about his life from watching television and talking to other students. The sound of his name produces an almost immediate effect on my conscious mind. Some of these triggers may have been implanted using micro- waves, rather than by an actual, real person. Then in the early seventies my uncle, who emmigrated to California sent me a silver dollar . This made a huge impact on my young impressionable mind. This silver dollar seemed to have come from heaven, and I literally wrapped it up in white cotton wool, as if I were trying to make a heavenly home for it. The silver dollar was much larger and brighter than any British coin. Then I placed it safely in a white, plastic folding box to examine at my leisure. I believe that the US. has played a large role in "The Experiment" and that I was probably selected because my parents were poor drug addicts.
The man who raped me as a young child was called Kenneth, Mr. Kenneth or something like that. I can recall that my mother introduced this man as a doctor. My brother and I were told that he wanted just to study us, or do research on us. My mother had to simplify his words. How could a toddler be expected to understand these words? He definitely had some kind of official authority about him, and |I believe this was true because after he had driven us out into the countryside to have his way with us, we ended up back at his place, a large detached house which seemed to have a number of spare rooms and a huge garden with a sun lounger at the bottom of it. I remeber waking up partially clothed on the sun lounger. He was obviously on a very high income or had recieved a large inheritance. I am positive that he also gave us a rape drug which knocked us out for an hour or two then erased the memory of the incident for fifty years. I believe that hypnosis was also involved, I remember having to stare at something he had in his pocket, a charm or a medallion or something. My parents would do anything to get us from under their feet during the day. My earliest memory is of my dad fixing up. He must have had great difficulty holding his job down. I believe that I was a part of a government social experiment. I have a multitude of reasons for believing this. One of them being my parents subsequent good fortune in the property market, when they somehow managed to get a place in the west London suburbs. Before we actually moved in we had to clear the place of hypodermic syringes which were scattered all about the house. There were hundreds of them. I have also had unusual good luck on occasions when dealing with officialdom. This has been percieved by some as "white privilege", but was nothing of the sort. I am uncertain as to whether this government experiment was run by the British or a foreign power, but I believe that it was massive in scope and involved the systematic traumatizing of young children in the name of science. It is like something out of Nazi Germany with homosexuals placed in positions of authority like the "kapos" in the nazi concentration camps. Looking back I can see a good deal of evidence for it. The childrens broadcast television output aided "The Experiment" by introducing the ideas of hypnotism and alien intervention to pre- school children. The Experiment may be ongoing even today judging by the television broadcast schedule, and the encouragement of "sexting". I believe that all the people who have been victims of The Experiment subconsciously know who eachother are. Perhaps they have met before on board an alien spacecraft as some alien abductionists believe!
I have not yet divined what my role was to be or whether I was merely to be traumatised simply to see how how I would react in later life; to see what kind of affect the traumatisation might have on my future behaviour. When I left home, I went to the cheapest place I could find in the Evening Standard. There I lived for a few years with a group of traumaiised youths, some of whom were students at Middlesex Polytechnic. Middlesex Polytechnic was unusual in that it welcomed students from abusive backgrounds. There were many of us scattered about Haringey and Enfield and most of us were of the extreme left. I believe most of the tutors were of a liberal democratic cast and there were frequent occupations on all of the Polytechnic sites. Could the Experiment have been a Soviet one? Possibly. It could also have been a US. or British set up. During the Tottenham riots in 1985 there were actors from other European countries involved. The way it suddenly all kicked off from an innocuous seeming demonstration was very suspicious. The upshot of it all was that there were many more dazed, traumatised people about in North London.
For about the last thirty years I have realised that I am now "disposable". Whatever purpose all the traumatisation was to serve has now been fulfilled, and I am apparently of no further use to them. And by the way, in my world there most definitely is a "Them"; those who deny this are just covering up a government plot so dastardley as to be unimaginable to the average person who is more worried about how to pay their bills.
my latest complaint to the bbc.
I listen to Radio 5 live because I am a sports fan. What I don't like are the subliminal personal attacks on my character and my work as an artist. These attacks are veiled threatening and abusive. It has been going on for thirty years and over this long period of time it has had a terrible affect on my behaviour and mental health. I am a victim of child sexual abuse, developmental trauma and schizophrenia as well as the harassment that is a direct result of the BBC's not so subliminal messages. I would go as far as to say that the BBC has ruined my life.
What is the reason for it? I cannot guess. I am not a criminal or a terrorist. I cannot get any help with this problem because the authorities just explain it away as a "psychotic symptom". I am unsure as to whether anyone believes me, so I don't talk about it very often. This makes the problem the BBC have created much worse. The BBC have cruelly exploited my condition, which I am sure they had prior knowledge of, just so they could appear to be "with it". The situation has become intolerable to me and I have no idea what to do to put an end to it, apart from complaining regularly to the BBC. My previous compplaints have met with no response. I assume this is because the BBC already know that I am schizophrenic and they probably see me as less than human. If the BBC had any integrity they would offer me an apology and some compensation. However, I am not expecting this because I know that the BBC is far worse than anything in George Orwell's famous prophetic book. I have had no response from the human rights lawyers I have contacted because no- one dare take on the mighty BBC with it's billions in licence fee money. The BBC has grossly violated my human rights on every level. I am a poor struggling disabled artist yet the BBC has no compunction at all in using it's billions to oppress a solitary individual. The BBC are nothing but a gang of criminal bullies with no sense of responsibility at all!
Yours Sincerely, Douglas Lyell
I recieved no response other than a automated receipt.
Letter to The Times.
Today I went on a tour of the local microwave antennae. There is an array less than one hundred meters from where I currently reside. One of the antennae from this group is pointed towards the block of flats where I live. This is what it looks like (see photo) . The rooms below this antenna are in a building dedicated to the care of recovering cancer patients who are unable to complain effectively about them. I realise that there are elements amongst the authorities who say that micro- wave radiation isn't harmful. If this is the case then why are micro- wave ovens heavily insulated? Why are "masers" (Directed Energy Weapons) used to destroy enemies of the military? Would you be quite happy to have one of these things attached to your home? They say that it all depends on the frequency of the micro- wave radiation. But can the frequency be confined to a narrtow band, in a high powered antenna?
When I was incarcerated in mental hospital during 1998, there was a radio mast in the hospital grounds. There was an array of microwavce antennae attached to the mast which looked fairly new, and below the mast was a sub- generating station which powered up the array, giving off a strange low buzzing vibration. I spoke to the director of the hospital (Fair Mile, Cholsey, Oxon,) who agreed with me that it shouldn't be there, and he also told me that a boy had climbed the mast and had been badly burnt as a result. It should be obvious that these antennae are not safe. There must be other cases of people being burnt by them. I believe that the higher authorities are well aware of this and intend to re- locate them in orbit around the earth which would be better than having them so close to people.
Meanwhile, I and millions of others are tormented around the clock by micro- wave radiation which can induce panic attacks, intense anxiety, and paranoia as well as transmitting voices and subliminal messages into the cerebral cortex. The brain and the heart are the main centers of electromagnetic energy in the human body. They both have a unique frequency, which can be locked onto. I believe this technology has been around since the second world war and was tried out on concentration camp victims before the Nazis launched their vengeful retaliation against the people of Earth. You must realise that the Nazis believed that they originated in the Arcturus system. Reading Berks. is I believe one of the towns where this technology was welcomed with open arms by the local authority and the police. No wonder they are rarely to be seen unless they are waging war against the population with their sirens and their harassers. I am sending this email just to give you some pointers as to topics for further research. Just how many people are tortured by micro- waves? How many people have been burnt by antennae? Is this all "classified information"?
Yours Sincerely,
Douglas Lyell
Delusion and/or Reality... 2023 statement
I enjoy writing about art as well as actually producing it. A while ago I joined some Facebook art appreciation groups, but as time went on I realised that most of the paintings I saw were either entirely produced by AI or merely partly AI. When I use that horrid little acronym, I include paintings done using human controlled software too. It now seems to me as if the computer geeks, nerds and dweebs are intent on fulfilling the century old dada programme concerned with the destruction of art. If you like your art all cybernetic, anonymous with no texture, physicality, romance or reality then you ought to read no further. I suggest that you buy the appropriate software and begin producing genius art yourself straight away with no pain or suffering. It has been forty years since I first took the production of art seriously, previously I studied social sciences at Middlesex Polytechnic. It wasn’t Marx that I objected to then, but the wild misinterpretations of him which were bandied about at every university during the Cold War. There is a form on my coffee table at the moment which I may fill out to join the Liberal Democrats. I don’t think there can be any lasting change in the UK without parliamentary reform. Presently Labour wants to completely exterminate the Tories and the Tories want to decimate labour. So what’s new? Plurality is what’s needed now not facile binary oppositions. Texture is very important to me when I am painting, but this seems to be difficult for the masses to appreciate. I’m afraid I do regard the tastes of the masses as vulgar and uneducated because I am committed to painting; I do not approach it with a mere passing interest. Most of all I resent intensely the media intrusion into my life. I am aware that my paintings aren’t for everyone. They aren’t designed to be. The media rip the paintings out of my Canon Ixus and then chuck the uncropped images to the uneducated proles for ridicule. This has been going on for about twenty five years, since I bought my first digital camera. If you don’t like my work I would prefer you to take no further interest in it. Also I am aware that I am being vidded as I work. Some people find unfinished paintings absolutely hilarious. There are jests in my work it is true. Aficionados would merely grin rather than cracking up in uproarious laughter. But that is the way of this country. Ideas above ones station are strictly verboten and I do see all of this intrusion and piling in as a violation of my human rights. What you may not realise is that as I paint I am a victim of micro- wave torture as well. This is in fact the society of universal torture, I am being made an example of as a fearsome warning to others not to follow in my footsteps.
I am not at all happy in this country. This is mainly due to the micro- wave torture that I have had to put up with for twenty six years at least. Of course the mental health service will never publicly admit to the existence of micro wave torture because they would have to pay out billions to all of the victims of it. But I was partially clued up by an Irish psychiatrist twenty five years ago who called it a “command and control system”. How else do I hear of the foolish scripting of my life by art administrators who are determined to abolish the idea of working class genius? I have heard of more or less all of their plans for me through the voice to skull technology of micro wave torture. Already my paintings have been interfered with in my garage, and I have heard of the plan to allow the public to deface them at a famous gallery. I have heard of the other plans to have me on “Strictly” a programme that I never watch and have absolutely no interest in. I have heard of the plan to have me dress up foolishly like some kind of sad clown and then force me in front of some television cameras. I will never ever appear on the BBC. I am quite a timid kind of person who values privacy. I am not like Russell Brand or Alan Partridge. It would be nice if these functionaries were to communicate with me in a civilised decent way instead of being so cowardly and under handed. Had I been in their shoes I would have done this years ago. I have been successfully isolated by forces beyond my control and I intend to leave the country at the earliest opportunity. I am a torture victim not a celebrity. As to my paintings, I may decide to burn them rather than let them fall into the hands of ignorant barbarians. I have burnt my paintings before, and I quite enjoyed the effect it produced. I feel very depressed about the state of the art scene. What seems to be valued these days is anonymity, smoothness, conservativism, commodification and dullness; these are exactly the opposite values to the ones I esteem. It’s obvious to me that I just do not fit in here anymore, therefore I’m off some place, I will leave the UK in the hands of software developers.
A Statement of my Thoughts 2022.
I feel that there are people out there who want to know my true beliefs. So at the risk of sounding self- important I will now outline my beliefs regarding life, politics and everything. First comes a little reflection on twentieth century history. I believe that during the expansion of the third reich in the thirties and forties the nazis looted Europe of ALL of it’s wealth including the gold reserves held by European central banks, This money was not funnelled into the Nazi war effort but was held by the nazi party in preparation for the end of the war which they knew they would lose, after the US. joined the Allies.
There were many banksters in the higher echelons of the nazi party who exploited all of the stolen assets to further their cause of a nazi dominated world, a fully satanic plan. Look at what they did during the war and the horrors and inhumanity of their “final solution”. Something like that is what they want for the world. I believe the nazi party still exists and it is a fact that it did not surrender at the end of the war, but instead, spread globally.
There are certain things about the modern world, the world created by the nazi party, that I do not like. I believe that the higher nazis in the military industrial complex are a breakaway civilisation. Perhaps they have some psychic connection to aliens, I have an open mind about that, but I do not believe that aliens have ever landed here in nuts and bolts ufos. They have anti- gravity aircraft and they have probably mastered nuclear fusion. The “alien spacecraft” story was spread by the nazi party as cover for their anti- gravity experiments.
Before he died Werner Von Braun made a series of “predictions”. He said that first there would be “terrorism”, then there would be “environmental catastrophe”, and then there would be an “alien invasion”. All of this for what? To satisfy the blood lust of aliens or humans? It all seems so senseless to me but probably not to racists. I despise people who are consciously racist, but I do not want to inflict any harm on them. I believe that the nazi party is “above” all of the other national political parties of the earth and they can easily pull their strings using the media and the internet.
Politically I am now a liberal democrat. I believe in decentralisation, multiplicities, grass roots democracy, proportional representation, and a new parliament with many different parties and points of view. The parliament should be round or horseshoe shaped with a decent amount of space between each representative, so that viruses cannot spread as easily and women can bring their babies in.
When I was a student, at Reading University, we were taught that the subconscious mind does not exist. This is because knowledge of the unconscious is now the preserve of the elites in the advertising industry, broadcasting, and in the world of hypnotism. We ignore the subconscious mind at our peril; look at the mess they have made of the world today. If people were more aware of why they act in the way that they do then we could rationally look at the situation and try to create a more peaceful world, without repressive mind- altering technologies.
All of the above influences the way that I paint. I am a “Degenerate Artist”; I use the subconscious as I work to create new and more expressive forms. You have probably noticed that I do not paint conventionally, I haven’t since I first experienced De Kooning, Pollock and Rothko. I do not agree with the current fashion of disrespecting the modern masters. I haven’t been the same since I watched Pollock on video doing his amazing drip paintings. Abstraction is my greatest influence and I am thankful for the education I received on my Foundation Course at Waltham Forest College.
Wakefield, Yorkshire, England is my birthplace, I grew up in London. I was educated in sociology at Middlesex University, and in art at Waltham Forest College, Sir John Cass College, Reading University, and Coventry University, England. I live in Porthleven, Cornwall; this is the thirteeenth year of my presence here. I threw away everything that I had learnt at university concerning restrictive theories, and made a fresh start here in Cornwall. First I painted the sea. This informs my current practice. I have had group shows in New York, Berlin and Rome. email; douglaslyell12@gmail.com , douglaslyell@yahoo.com
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